This hasn’t happened… yet.
- Sam
-Sarah
Hey Babe,
It’s been a pretty long time since I’ve posted in here. Schools over, summer with you so far is amazing, we just had our 6 month anniversary and you literally just got your first film job today. I’m so proud of you and I am completely satisfied with every moment spent with you. I love your touch and the taste of your skin. I can’t tell you how happy I am with you and how different it is to love you.
Just thought I should catch the blog up on us.
-Sarah
Again, I just wanted to let you know how proud I am of you for knocking this project out of the fucking park. You’re going to be an amazing teacher. I’m already getting ready to turn in my ballots for you to be nominated teacher of the year!
- Sam
A horror story will pop up on Luelinks. The title of the topic will be something along the lines of, “My wife/fiancé/girlfriend of __ years just cheated on me”. And I’ll read through the topic very wide-eyed and slowly shrivel up in fear. My mind will collapse in on itself and I’ll lose all self-esteem for a moment. But I assure myself that I wouldn’t do such a thing. It’s ludicrous to me. You fill my heart with so much happiness on a day-to-day basis and it would be impossible for me to even look at another woman with the same love and admiration that I do when I look at you. Everything just seems better when I’m with you.
- Sam
I can not express to you how much that post effected me. After I got that e-mail when I came home I was basically like, “FUCK WORRYING ABOUT FRED’S PROBLEMS, that’s too much stress for me, I have plenty to worry about.” Naaaturally, I was still curious so I decided to just to bring it up in the most natural way possible. It basically went perfect though not the way I would have ever imagined. By the time it was over (lololol, only 20 minutes ago) I was like GOD I AM THE WORST GIRLFRIEND. IVE BEEN KNOWING ABOUT THIS TUMBLR POST AND I HAVENT LOOKED, I SUCK.
It was just a really nice finish to the day. It’s going to be really hard not to kiss you all over tomorrow instead of studying. BUT, I gotta. Which means I gotta get some sleep.
Thank you. So much.
-Sarah
This was basically how I felt when I first told you how I felt. I was scared, yeah, but my heart and my head were perfectly aligned in that moment.
- Sam